And I'll Miss You, When You're Gone

This line played over and over in my head and it reminds of that "sh!t" am not suppose to know and it reminded me of how am gonna miss him when he's gone and it's scary. Damn! I can't even begin to comprehend how I'd face him on Tuesday knowing what'll happen to him without him him knowing that I know. Knowing that he only has as far as a week at work and then he's gone looking off for work.

*sigh* I cannot imagine how he'd manage financially that is. It's none of my business I know but then again I hate it when people lose their means of income and be in deep sh!t. Crap, am I've shit that twice and really am frustrated and scared of what and how things will be.

I'd lose a colleague and a friend which is just ... well not nice. Am not sure I like work right now.